Then she took off her panties and handed them to me. I tossed them on the bed and got undressed.

I felt a breath of estrangement in the room and thought she might be a voyeur of her own experience, living at an angle to the moment and recording in some state of future-mind. But then she pulled me down, snatched a fistful of hair and pulled me into a kiss, and there was a heat in her, a hungry pulse that resembled a gust of being.  We were patched together grappling and straining, not enough hands to grab each other, not nearly sufficient body to press upon the other, we wanted more hold and grip, a sort of mapped contact, bodies matching point for point, and I raised up and saw how small she looked, naked and abed, how completely different from the woman of the movietone aura in the hotel lobby.  She was near to real earth now, the sex-grubbed dug-up self, and I felt close to her and thought I knew her even as she shut her eyes to hide herself.

I said her name.

We were hollowed out like scooped guava when it was over.  Our limbs ached and I had a desert thirst and we’d killed the morning off.  I went and peed and watched the fluid splash amber in the sun-washed bowl.  What well-being in a barefoot piss after a strenuous and proper screw…

 

Don DeLillo:  Underworld, Picador, Pg. 300.